Sad story in my life

Baby is the one that important for family that can make family happy and smile everytime. For me I prepare to have one more baby (I have a lovely daughter) and prepare many things for him....but today is the day that make me very sad after I felt very bad since Wednesday. On Wednesday I took day off to see the doctor as I felt stomach-ache and has blood same as I have a period. The doctor said I am risk to lost baby has to take a rest. Then I take a rest 2 days...but not feel good still has a lot of blood, so today (Friday) I go to the hospital to see the doctor again, the doctor ask me to ultra sound to see if still found him...but nothing he disappear that means I lost him already. I am ok just feel bad and have to prepare myself again. 3 months that I have to take care myself before can have baby again. I try to thing why it's happend to me and I thought maybe I carry my baby or did something that may affect. However, from now on I know what I have to do, I have to take care myself not work hard and carry anything heavy anymore while I pregnant. I have to believe and this time makes me know what I have to do.